2nd round of chemo down

Tank had his second round of chemo done today. As usual he did it like a true champion. He is home resting, but has been up running around, he ate his dinner, and he is behaving 100% normal. I had a rough day at work today and it really made me think about Tank. I am so proud of him and the strength he has shown through all of this. He seems to be doing so well, yet when I get down about things it just crushes me that I know he has a limited time left with us. I know he doesn’t have an expiration date, but darn it why is he having to go through any of this anyway!!! He brings me so much happiness and I can’t even imagine what life will be like without him. I know.. it won’t ( HOPEFULLY) be for awhile down the road but I am just having a pity party tonight. I love my dog and he is the best dog around. Lucky us huh… we all have the best dog around! I just think when you have lived through something like this you get to have an extra serving of love towards your dog. Isn’t that right??? I guess I can’t have a smile on my face all the time. Tonight I just want to cry with him and for him that he has gotten this raw deal in life. This is a dog who should be living like a king…. not one going in for chemo every three weeks. It just really sucks 🙁
Ugg… thanks for letting me vent.