Tank had his second round of chemo done today. As usual he did it like a true champion. He is home resting, but has been up running around, he ate his dinner, and he is behaving 100% normal. I had a rough day at work today and it really made me think about Tank. I am so proud of him and the strength he has shown through all of this. He seems to be doing so well, yet when I get down about things it just crushes me that I know he has a limited time left with us. I know he doesn’t have an expiration date, but darn it why is he having to go through any of this anyway!!! He brings me so much happiness and I can’t even imagine what life will be like without him. I know.. it won’t ( HOPEFULLY) be for awhile down the road but I am just having a pity party tonight. I love my dog and he is the best dog around. Lucky us huh… we all have the best dog around! I just think when you have lived through something like this you get to have an extra serving of love towards your dog. Isn’t that right??? I guess I can’t have a smile on my face all the time. Tonight I just want to cry with him and for him that he has gotten this raw deal in life. This is a dog who should be living like a king…. not one going in for chemo every three weeks. It just really sucks 🙁
Ugg… thanks for letting me vent.
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I totally get it 🙂 I pretty much look at my big guy daily and think the exact same thing. It’s bs that we have to go through this. Such a short time ago they were normal healthy dogs doing normal healthy things. Then wham. Everything is different. But I guess I allow myself to acknowledge those thoughts but not get caught up in them too. I guess my thoughts are that because he’s got limited time I can’t let that time be Spent focusing on what I’m losing but enjoying what im getting today. Believe Me. I’m the Queen of meltdowns 😉 I let em happen and move on 🙂 hang in there! I’m glad he’s handling chemo well! Take care of you too 🙂
lori and chuck
Vent away! Everyone of us has thought that exact thought everytime our dog had another vet visit with more needles and drugs. During the battle and at the end they are our inspiration and show us what being brave and living life to the fullest really is and they have no regrets.
It is absolutely not fair no matter what, but just enjoy every second with Tank. You are creating a bond that is not like anything you’ve had with your other furry kids (you still love them lots too though 🙂 ).
Hang in there and we’ll pull out the punching bag anytime youneed it.
Luanne and Spirit Shooter
That’s what we are all here for sharing advise, tears as well as big and small celebrations. There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t look at my girl and think ” how did this happen and why”. We all do it. The important thing to remember is that they live for the moment and not for the future. They don’t think about the fact that they have three legs or cancer and I have had to remind myself of that time and again. What gets me through the day is seeing her happy and knowing that I don’t want her to see me sad. We all just try to do our best and live each day as best we can. It sounds like Tank is doing well on the chemo, that’s great news.
I hear ya. I still get so angry seeing my handsome pup hop around. He didn’t have to. Sure, he’s a heck of a lot better on 3 than with 4 (well, he’d be dead by now if we didn’t amp). But he didn’t have to lose a leg! None of ours did. Cancer is evil and mean. It robs so much love from this world. I totally get it. Be angry. Be mad. Then cry into his fur. Then, go chase a ball and smile. Smile through the tears.
~ Katy & Jackson
Oh yeah, we can all relate! We all scream, cry, vent..whatever…and this is the best enviornment in the world to exercise that “right”!
Bit we do jave so e good news to celebrate, right? Secnd chemo done! BAM! No issues! Good job Tank!
You serve that sweet boy up with all the love in the world…he deserves it! Could you ever imagineyou could love and spoil a dog even more than before the operation? Seemed impossible, huh? And they learn very quicky, “Oh, I can do anything I want, anytime I want, and I never hear the ‘no, do’t get in the trash’ …..actually, I just don’t hear ‘no’ at all anymore!”
Now, the next pity party give us a heads up and we’ll bring the ice cream and chocolate! Lots and lots s of chocolate!
I think I have some left over from my party just the other day…..then again, maybe I ate it all!
Keep on keeping on! Tank is doing just fine and enjoying every second with you. Make sure he gets some ice cream too!
(((((((hugs))))))))))
Sally and Happy Hannah
Sounds like Tank is handling his treatments like a pro. It stinks that he has to, I know I feel the same way sometimes when I look at my Snoop. It’s not fair but that’s life. We are at 5 chemo tomorrow, he’s happy, he’s feeling good, were thankful for every day. He’s teaching us to just live in the moment. I’m really trying!
Keep strong, but its good to vent we all need to!
Best
Esther and her Snoop
I feel it is unfair for dogs to suffer in any way. My girl who is going on 13, would be very healthy if it weren’t for her OSA. Stay strong, I think its important for them to see us strong, happy, and positive.
Best wishes and give Tank many hugs from me.
~L
I’m praying for all of you. I feel your joy and pain.
I have a 13 year old that we saved from the shelter when he was about 5 months old. He was diagnosed with Lymphoma, having a mass behind his eye, July 2012. He went through 6 months of Chemo and has been doing very well. We were able to save that eye. Well the other eye had an onset of Glaucoma this past week. He had a small surgery which was a success and lowered his pressure but in the process the doctor found a small mass in that eye. We should know in a few days if it’s Lymphoma again or a different type of cancer. Whatever the case, we’ll do what we can to keep him as long as GOD will allow. He’s a tuff cookie!!! I don’t think he’s ready to go anywhere yet. He meets me at the door everyday when I get home from work, ready to go for his daily ride.
Cancer is a very ugly beast!!! It is indeed evil!!! But don’t let it steal your joy!!! Look cancer in the face and declare the victory. No matter what the outcome, claim the victory!!! Enjoy every moment and know that your babies will be in heaven waiting on you when your time comes to go back home. Ask God for strength during these times.
I lost my Golden last year also. She was 12. I miss her dearly but I think her spirit is still around. I’ve dreamed of her. Pay attention to your dreams.
Okay, guess I’ve said enough.
Bless you all!!!
BLESS everyone of you
Yea for Tank!!!! Good luck to you both!!!